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unaguerrasinfondo:

Lucecita (Luz Esther Benítez) - musician and activist.
Lucecita was blacklisted from Puerto Rican television during the early 1970s for her refusal to whiten her appearance and for her support of revolutionary movements in Puerto Rico and Cuba (many Puerto Rican television stations were owned and staffed primarily by white cuban exiles). In response to the harsh criticism she drew due to her adoption of what was referred to by the Puerto Rican press as ‘the African look’, Lucecita released songs that rejected eurocentrism and celebrated the African heritage of Puerto Rico. She also transgressed gendered boundaries by performing in ‘masculine’ outfits, such as suits and tuxedos, which were traditionally never worn by women on stage. In addition to her outfits, Lucecita often used masculine adjectives in her songs and interviews, sometimes interchanging between masculine and feminine. The catholic church and homophobia were also targets of Lucecita, which she openly criticized throughout the 1970s. 

unaguerrasinfondo:

Lucecita (Luz Esther Benítez) - musician and activist.

Lucecita was blacklisted from Puerto Rican television during the early 1970s for her refusal to whiten her appearance and for her support of revolutionary movements in Puerto Rico and Cuba (many Puerto Rican television stations were owned and staffed primarily by white cuban exiles). In response to the harsh criticism she drew due to her adoption of what was referred to by the Puerto Rican press as ‘the African look’, Lucecita released songs that rejected eurocentrism and celebrated the African heritage of Puerto Rico. She also transgressed gendered boundaries by performing in ‘masculine’ outfits, such as suits and tuxedos, which were traditionally never worn by women on stage. In addition to her outfits, Lucecita often used masculine adjectives in her songs and interviews, sometimes interchanging between masculine and feminine. The catholic church and homophobia were also targets of Lucecita, which she openly criticized throughout the 1970s. 

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Fair Skin in South Asia

mehreenkasana:

The British left South Asia by the middle of the twentieth century. Large parts of Asia and Africa gained independence in the 1950s and the 1960s and the Sun was finally beginning to set on the British Empire. The decline of the British was followed by the rise of their transatlantic cousins, the Americans. The American empire in contrast to the British was mainly an economic one. The American dream and the idea of America as an El dorado caught the imagination of the masses. Hollywood, American television and the entertainment industry exerted a powerful influence on South Asia.

[…]

Pale skin is considered as social markers of aristocratic lineage and class allegiance. Dark skin is associated with labour and field work in the Sun. White skin has a colonial notion of power and superiority. According to many authors, the preference for ‘white’ is also reflected in the South Asian film industry. The heroines of films are usually fair and beautiful, the heroes are fair and handsome and the villains are dark and swarthy.

Here’s the PDF on how pale/fair skin is viewed with more admiration and acceptance in South Asian/Asian cultures while dark skin is seen as dirty, unattractive and even unacceptable when it comes to matrimony. It’s sad but it’s true.

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crankyskirt:

My bestie is insightful and amazing for a ton of reasons, this post being but one of them. So, so, so worth the read. Seconding everything written below.
ETA: This is what I believed as a little girl. That if you open your mouth and say the wrong thing, someone with a badge can take your brown dad away from you. That line hit so damn close to home that I’m crying hard at my desk right now. Don’t give a shit if I look a mess - that’s real.
ohmija:

‎”Is this your father?” The police officer loomed above me, partially obscuring my dad from view as he leaned into the car window to get a closer look at me in the passenger’s seat. I was about seven or eight years old. My dad was taking me to school, a private christian outfit where I was one of the few “minority” students.“Is this your father?” he asked again, his tone adjusted to mimic friendliness, “Are you OK?” but I was mute with fear. This wasn’t the first time a police officer pulled my Chicano dad over for no reason at all. It would not be the last. But this was the first time an officer questioned his paternity while I was in the car. I looked at my dad, his face barely hiding his humiliation and rage.I didn’t have the words then, but I what I wanted to say was “No, this is not my father. This is not the dad I know. My dad is strong and you’ve made him weak. My dad always has to get the last word but around you he grows silent. You’ve made my dad a suspect. What did you do to him? Where did you take my dad?” But instead I said nothing and stared at my hands trembling in my lap. My dad was/is brown. My dad had tattoos on his arms before it lent hipster cred — when it meant that you were either in a gang or spent time in prison. This was enough reason for a police officer to pull my dad over on a sunny morning and grill him about his past, present and future while I squirmed in the passenger’s seat, believing that if I said even one wrong word they would take him away from me.This is what I believed as a little girl. That if you open your mouth and say the wrong thing, someone with a badge can take your brown dad away from you. Even the thought was enough to paralyze me.Terror. Terrorism. Flash forward seven/eight years. I’m a rebellious teen who steals my stepdad’s car at 15 and takes it on the highway to visit friends in another city. I have no license and don’t know how to drive. I teach myself, weaving between lanes at 1am at night. Soon enough, I hear sirens.“Are you ok?” The officer is friendly as I exit the car and approach him, hiding my fear behind a big smile. In the police car there is another officer. Two of them. My teen mind and body saturated in adrenaline comes up with a lie: I left my purse with my license at the home where I was babysitting. I have to get home so my mom can take the car to work — she works nights. The officer sizes me up. I’m fair skinned, my hair is dyed a blondish brown and I’m thin and pretty. My jeans are tight. He smiles, drinking it in, oblivious to the carelessly strewn cases of beer in the back seat. All signs point to me being arrested, and yet I’m not. They let me go. They let me go. After driving like a maniac on the highway at 1am. After not having any registration or a license. After being visibly very young, with suspicious looking packages in the backseat that blatantly reveal with their packaging that I’m transporting alcohol. After they ask me where I’m going and I can’t give them a definite address, or cross streets.They let me go. Eight years earlier: “‘It’s just the world, mija,” my dad said as we pulled up to my private elementary school — the place my parents sacrificed a lot to send me to. “It’s how the world is.”As I entered my classroom, greeted by my white best friend as we hustled to get into our seats before our stern white teacher began glorifying Manifest Destiny, a thought lingered in my head: “But why is the world like that?”————————————-I shared this personal experience to raise a point: When you hear or think about Trayvon Martin’s death and the ongoing case, you may experience an assortment of feelings: confusion, outrage, sadness, etc.Now imagine that your father was Trayvon Martin, or any other innocent black male over the past several decades who was gunned down because someone was afraid of his blackness — of his perceived threat of violence.This is how many people of color feel when they see a badge — even if they’ve never committed a crime in their life. They know — from personal experience — that sometimes all it takes to get you questioned, detained, arrested or killed is to be not-white.I’m actually not sharing this post for white people (although if you’re reading it and you are white, hi ♥).I’m sharing this post for my POC friends and subscribers who continue to lie to themselves about their status in this world, even as they watch their darker-skinned relatives and friends experience the same injustices, over and over again.Turning a blind eye to bigotry and racism isn’t solving anything. Do you, of course. Get your money, education and career. But remember that JUST “doing you” gives you a role to play as well in this horror show that is a perfect storm for results like George Zimmerman. The role of the apathetic minority. In many respects, this role is even more dangerous than the apathetic white person. When you, as a person of color, demonstrate that apathy is an acceptable path, you are endorsing your white friends’ apathy. You are their excuse for you being their only “close” POC friend. You become the reason why they never have to grow as human beings because saying “one of my best friends is black/latino/etc. friend” often secretly ends with “so this means I never have to examine my white privilege or give a shit about inequality.”When you, as a person of color with privilege, work at a company where you are the only (or one of a few) POC, and don’t see anything wrong with this, you’re a part of the problem.When you, as a person of color with privilege, never question your white friends when they say something completely ignorant in front of you, always letting it slide because “I know what they meant,” you are part of the problem.We don’t live in a bubble. What we do and say affects the people around us. I see the transformation in my own life, in the lives of others. Blaming everything on whitey may have been relevant a few decades ago. But it’s become far more complicated. Many of us are accomplices in this complex charade that confuses society into thinking that some people deserve happiness and freedom more than others. It’s not your job to educate white people 24-7. But when you alter your life and responses to avoid addressing inequality because it makes you uncomfortable, you are making a choice to justify apathy. You are an accomplice.More innocent black boys, men — more innocent people of color will die. They will keep dying because it’s far too easy to just blame the white man than to examine our role in this continued horror show. If you really care about what happened to Trayvon, prove it. Do one thing this week that you normally would not do that will tangibly make a difference towards achieving equality.Donate an hour or two to mentor a young person of color. Volunteer at a homeless shelter. Organize a boycott against Urban Outfitters or any other store that blatantly rips off artists and poc communities while turning your cultural icons into cute panties for white girls. Talk about your job and what got you there at an organization that serves young people of color.Don’t say “I would but I don’t have time.” That is a lie. If you have time to be on here for even one hour straight, you have time to do something. Time management is a skill everyone should cultivate. Also, if you need a purely selfish motive, often volunteering widens your network and can lead to profitable endeavors. To sum up the longest post I’ve ever written: posting your outrage on Facebook or Tumblr alone is not enough and it never will be. And thinking that the struggles of black people are not your struggles is a very dangerous game to play that, as demonstrated throughout history, does nothing but divide us.http://www.volunteermatch.org/
This is a cross-post from my Facebook page.

crankyskirt:

My bestie is insightful and amazing for a ton of reasons, this post being but one of them. So, so, so worth the read. Seconding everything written below.

ETA: This is what I believed as a little girl. That if you open your mouth and say the wrong thing, someone with a badge can take your brown dad away from you. That line hit so damn close to home that I’m crying hard at my desk right now. Don’t give a shit if I look a mess - that’s real.

ohmija:

‎”Is this your father?” The police officer loomed above me, partially obscuring my dad from view as he leaned into the car window to get a closer look at me in the passenger’s seat. I was about seven or eight years old. My dad was taking me to school, a private christian outfit where I was one of the few “minority” students.

“Is this your father?” he asked again, his tone adjusted to mimic friendliness, “Are you OK?” but I was mute with fear. This wasn’t the first time a police officer pulled my Chicano dad over for no reason at all. It would not be the last. But this was the first time an officer questioned his paternity while I was in the car. I looked at my dad, his face barely hiding his humiliation and rage.

I didn’t have the words then, but I what I wanted to say was “No, this is not my father. This is not the dad I know. My dad is strong and you’ve made him weak. My dad always has to get the last word but around you he grows silent. You’ve made my dad a suspect. What did you do to him? Where did you take my dad?” But instead I said nothing and stared at my hands trembling in my lap. 

My dad was/is brown. My dad had tattoos on his arms before it lent hipster cred — when it meant that you were either in a gang or spent time in prison. This was enough reason for a police officer to pull my dad over on a sunny morning and grill him about his past, present and future while I squirmed in the passenger’s seat, believing that if I said even one wrong word they would take him away from me.

This is what I believed as a little girl. That if you open your mouth and say the wrong thing, someone with a badge can take your brown dad away from you. Even the thought was enough to paralyze me.

Terror. Terrorism. 

Flash forward seven/eight years. I’m a rebellious teen who steals my stepdad’s car at 15 and takes it on the highway to visit friends in another city. I have no license and don’t know how to drive. I teach myself, weaving between lanes at 1am at night. Soon enough, I hear sirens.

“Are you ok?” The officer is friendly as I exit the car and approach him, hiding my fear behind a big smile. In the police car there is another officer. Two of them. My teen mind and body saturated in adrenaline comes up with a lie: I left my purse with my license at the home where I was babysitting. I have to get home so my mom can take the car to work — she works nights. 

The officer sizes me up. I’m fair skinned, my hair is dyed a blondish brown and I’m thin and pretty. My jeans are tight. He smiles, drinking it in, oblivious to the carelessly strewn cases of beer in the back seat. All signs point to me being arrested, and yet I’m not. They let me go. 

They let me go. After driving like a maniac on the highway at 1am. After not having any registration or a license. After being visibly very young, with suspicious looking packages in the backseat that blatantly reveal with their packaging that I’m transporting alcohol. After they ask me where I’m going and I can’t give them a definite address, or cross streets.

They let me go. 

Eight years earlier: “‘It’s just the world, mija,” my dad said as we pulled up to my private elementary school — the place my parents sacrificed a lot to send me to. “It’s how the world is.”

As I entered my classroom, greeted by my white best friend as we hustled to get into our seats before our stern white teacher began glorifying Manifest Destiny, a thought lingered in my head: “But why is the world like that?”
————————————-

I shared this personal experience to raise a point: When you hear or think about Trayvon Martin’s death and the ongoing case, you may experience an assortment of feelings: confusion, outrage, sadness, etc.

Now imagine that your father was Trayvon Martin, or any other innocent black male over the past several decades who was gunned down because someone was afraid of his blackness — of his perceived threat of violence.

This is how many people of color feel when they see a badge — even if they’ve never committed a crime in their life. They know — from personal experience — that sometimes all it takes to get you questioned, detained, arrested or killed is to be not-white.

I’m actually not sharing this post for white people (although if you’re reading it and you are white, hi ♥).

I’m sharing this post for my POC friends and subscribers who continue to lie to themselves about their status in this world, even as they watch their darker-skinned relatives and friends experience the same injustices, over and over again.

Turning a blind eye to bigotry and racism isn’t solving anything. Do you, of course. Get your money, education and career. But remember that JUST “doing you” gives you a role to play as well in this horror show that is a perfect storm for results like George Zimmerman. The role of the apathetic minority. 

In many respects, this role is even more dangerous than the apathetic white person. When you, as a person of color, demonstrate that apathy is an acceptable path, you are endorsing your white friends’ apathy. You are their excuse for you being their only “close” POC friend. You become the reason why they never have to grow as human beings because saying “one of my best friends is black/latino/etc. friend” often secretly ends with “so this means I never have to examine my white privilege or give a shit about inequality.”

When you, as a person of color with privilege, work at a company where you are the only (or one of a few) POC, and don’t see anything wrong with this, you’re a part of the problem.

When you, as a person of color with privilege, never question your white friends when they say something completely ignorant in front of you, always letting it slide because “I know what they meant,” you are part of the problem.

We don’t live in a bubble. What we do and say affects the people around us. I see the transformation in my own life, in the lives of others. 

Blaming everything on whitey may have been relevant a few decades ago. But it’s become far more complicated. Many of us are accomplices in this complex charade that confuses society into thinking that some people deserve happiness and freedom more than others. 

It’s not your job to educate white people 24-7. But when you alter your life and responses to avoid addressing inequality because it makes you uncomfortable, you are making a choice to justify apathy. You are an accomplice.

More innocent black boys, men — more innocent people of color will die. They will keep dying because it’s far too easy to just blame the white man than to examine our role in this continued horror show. 

If you really care about what happened to Trayvon, prove it. Do one thing this week that you normally would not do that will tangibly make a difference towards achieving equality.

Donate an hour or two to mentor a young person of color. Volunteer at a homeless shelter. Organize a boycott against Urban Outfitters or any other store that blatantly rips off artists and poc communities while turning your cultural icons into cute panties for white girls. Talk about your job and what got you there at an organization that serves young people of color.

Don’t say “I would but I don’t have time.” That is a lie. If you have time to be on here for even one hour straight, you have time to do something. Time management is a skill everyone should cultivate. Also, if you need a purely selfish motive, often volunteering widens your network and can lead to profitable endeavors. 

To sum up the longest post I’ve ever written: posting your outrage on Facebook or Tumblr alone is not enough and it never will be. And thinking that the struggles of black people are not your struggles is a very dangerous game to play that, as demonstrated throughout history, does nothing but divide us.

http://www.volunteermatch.org/

This is a cross-post from my Facebook page.

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derica:


National Front propaganda - “The British race must survive, Stop Immigration before we become a minority”
i. look how succinctly it checks all the racist white peril boxes - a tiny white knight and a towering ape? black man.  All that while harbouring a fantasy of the nation as a racially homogenous, securely bounded entity: quaint!
ii. this makeshift felt-tip pen jobbie might seem fringe, but the now cuddly Iron Lady Inc. attracted National Front voters in the 1979 UK elections by promising to limit immigration, and restore the globe to its mythic ethnic symmetry, explaining that:

people are really rather afraid that this country might be rather swamped by people with a different culture and, you know, the British character has done so much for democracy, for lawand done so much throughout the world [she means colonialism] that if there is any fear that it might be swamped, people [she means some racist people] are going to react and be rather hostile to those coming in” (Jan, 1978)

iii. Sadly, this 1980s political rhetoric has outlasted my MC Hammer trousers, and continues to influence British politics. For instance, the furore over the dilution of “British culture” which led to the essentializing citizenship test farce #assimilation #fearofsmallnumbers
iv. : the promise of an ‘immigration cap’ was one of the Conservative Party’s election pledges which claimed to be defending ‘British born workers’ who were being unfairly displaced [not too far from swamped] by non-European Union (EU) immigrants ‘stealing their jobs’. Naturally the cap applies to those outside the EU. The unspoken premise being that they don’t really count as immigrants if they’re white. 

 symeonbrown: Was it this valiant British knight that killed multiculturalism?

derica:

National Front propaganda - “The British race must survive, Stop Immigration before we become a minority

i. look how succinctly it checks all the racist white peril boxes - a tiny white knight and a towering ape? black man.  All that while harbouring a fantasy of the nation as a racially homogenous, securely bounded entity: quaint!

ii. this makeshift felt-tip pen jobbie might seem fringe, but the now cuddly Iron Lady Inc. attracted National Front voters in the 1979 UK elections by promising to limit immigration, and restore the globe to its mythic ethnic symmetry, explaining that:

people are really rather afraid that this country might be rather swamped by people with a different culture and, you know, the British character has done so much for democracy, for lawand done so much throughout the world [she means colonialism] that if there is any fear that it might be swamped, people [she means some racist people] are going to react and be rather hostile to those coming in” (Jan, 1978)

iiiSadly, this 1980s political rhetoric has outlasted my MC Hammer trousers, and continues to influence British politics. For instance, the furore over the dilution of “British culture” which led to the essentializing citizenship test farce #assimilation #fearofsmallnumbers

iv. : the promise of an ‘immigration cap’ was one of the Conservative Party’s election pledges which claimed to be defending ‘British born workers’ who were being unfairly displaced [not too far from swamped] by non-European Union (EU) immigrants ‘stealing their jobs’. Naturally the cap applies to those outside the EU. The unspoken premise being that they don’t really count as immigrants if they’re white. 

 symeonbrown: Was it this valiant British knight that killed multiculturalism?

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The all-white crowd, laughing bayingly and taking pictures while the African Other screams in anguish. The cemented association between racist stereotyping and the haute bourgeoisie, as Johan Wirfält writes. The visual connection not just to blackface but to parodied, racist depictions of African art, the kind that is looted by colonialists and that provide ongoing shame for western Ethnographical museums. At, of course, an event in a museum. The cutting from the genitals, the literal removal of the sexual subjectivity of the screaming woman. The feeding, not as an act of infinite compassion, but as an objectifying joke, the “recipient” made entirely passive and unintelligible. And the fact that the source of the food is the symbolic African herself, the resources stolen from her belly.

The Swedish Golliwog Cake

It is a disturbing, disrespectful and dehumanizing staging of structural racism and post-colonial existence. Of how a woman’s brutal physical and mental suffering is rendered into a cheap, humiliating occasion of ‘satire’ and ‘provocative’ art in the form a cake. For someone who is a Cultural Minister, Lena Adelsohn-Liljeroth needs to reevaluate her sense of ethics and respect for the sentiment of victims from another culture. Makode Linde owes an apology to every single African woman who has been insulted and hurt by this disgraceful act called “art”.

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Mark Twain made the American vernacular a literary language; Salinger tried to do the same for the American adolescent whine. We who read Catcher as teenagers in the 1950s and ’60s at once considered ourselves free to babble on paper just the way we did over coffee and cigarettes. It was certainly easier than learning how to write a straightforward sentence expressing something more than teen angst.

Crawford Kilian on Catcher in the Rye

I love to hate this book. Why my high school English curriculum required us to read it, I still have no idea.

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derica:

Ingrid Pollard (British, b.1953, Guyana). From the series Pastoral Interlude. 1987. Gelatin silver print coloured by hand © Ingrid Pollard.
That same ‘unease; dread’ made me more comfortable calling myself a Londoner than English/British (ain’t no black in the union jack, after all). But living in the US has required I formulate a simple and concise soundbite-identity because when people hear the accent they get impatient. I rattle it off: British, English, born London, (south London if they know the ends).  And with every person that falters: ‘but, how British are you?’ or ‘no, where are you from originally?’ I understand the political importance of my unhyphenated claim on Britishness, the power of interrupting the ‘sea of white’, which is just a narrative. Iinsist on my presence. 
This image is perfect. She’s fenced out but her figure interrupts the brace supporting the fence, Although her green socks are more UNIA than Constable, the metallic colourless sky is in her jacket; the hills in her trousers; the earth in her face and hands.
She holds together and she ruptures.
Why is her head turned? Maybe she’s looking for a future, maybe she’s warily surveying a past that threatens to repeat itself in the present. Where has she come from with those shoes? From space, or from the future, like all black girls? All that time-travel though, all that being not-at-home, losing tongues out in the English soil, and knowing - from the past - that you can die trying to make a home of the unhomely.
[Image via gaze-interrupted:]

derica:

Ingrid Pollard (British, b.1953, Guyana). From the series Pastoral Interlude. 1987. Gelatin silver print coloured by hand © Ingrid Pollard.

That same ‘unease; dread’ made me more comfortable calling myself a Londoner than English/British (ain’t no black in the union jack, after all). But living in the US has required I formulate a simple and concise soundbite-identity because when people hear the accent they get impatient. I rattle it off: British, English, born London, (south London if they know the ends).  And with every person that falters: ‘but, how British are you?’ or ‘no, where are you from originally?’ I understand the political importance of my unhyphenated claim on Britishness, the power of interrupting the ‘sea of white’, which is just a narrative. Iinsist on my presence. 

This image is perfect. She’s fenced out but her figure interrupts the brace supporting the fence, Although her green socks are more UNIA than Constable, the metallic colourless sky is in her jacket; the hills in her trousers; the earth in her face and hands.

She holds together and she ruptures.

Why is her head turned? Maybe she’s looking for a future, maybe she’s warily surveying a past that threatens to repeat itself in the present. Where has she come from with those shoes? From space, or from the future, like all black girls? All that time-travel though, all that being not-at-home, losing tongues out in the English soil, and knowing - from the past - that you can die trying to make a home of the unhomely.

[Image via gaze-interrupted:]